gingerninja17

thought processes

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 01:15:06 GMT

why
are they so impossible to understand/guess?
im too tired

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 18:40:22 GMT

woah
just looked at everything
my life and such
took a step back
bloody hell things have changed!

for the good and no less, and tbh, i owe it all to you
i love you

on another note
what has separated you from me? both of you. why back away? why not talk? why not show of the fact you've known me for 12 years, is there an element of who's independent? who are you now? show yourself..or at least be honest, what have i done, or what have you done, tell me, for you're not understanding how it's affecting me. i need you too however much i apologise for not making it seem that way.
and to you
well
i genuinely apologise, i think i was wrong and would like to be forgiven.

life's a karate class of chops and changes
dont get cut down
learn.

weird day
great morning
weird afternoon..

get out of the car mother you annoy me more than you understand!

blahblahblah

Sat, 17 Nov 2007 22:37:43 GMT

"To understand othre you must first understand yourself."

so why the fuck do i not know why i do it?

its not even conscious..do random moods come and go for others?
is there such thing as a "meh.." mood?
such a bastard of a brain.
fucking idiot

i dont mean to upset you and i never will because i love you.

life..

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 23:31:11 GMT

sucks.
its all a test i tell thee!
thoughts thoughts thoughts
spinning round my head
its a mind puzzle
waiting to be solved
all the pieces
there's always a few missing.
that's my metaphor for life
conjured from the depths of my
never ending pool of non-existent
knowledge.
well there we go.
night night all.
peace
xx